i think i am officially going crazy.

The lack of things to do here is outrageous, and i cant wait to get as far away from here as possible. I watched "Across the Universe" last night, and it is easily the best movie EVER. Apart from itb eing excellent, it inspired me to head out on my own and find myself. I have thought of doing it many times before, but not seriously until now. My problems, however, include money and transportation.

If i could just get to Boston, i would be home free. From there you can get anywhere you like, New York, Philly, fuck, i could make my way to Los Angeles if i wanted to. This is where the money problem comes in.

I only have about $150 in the savings account, and that is basically enough to get me to New York City via nasty broken down bus lines. I dont know what i would do for work, because if i use my real name the cops my figure out where i was working, and therefore i would be brought back home before my journey to find my inner beauty has ended.

I'll come home when im good and ready, DAMMIT!!


I wish i had the balls to do such a thing.