Monday, June 16, 2008

the hole

As i move closer and closer to getting the hell out of this hole known as the greater Tilton-Northfield area, it seems to be getting farther and farther. I know that quite literally i am only about a year or so away from leaving this dump behind, but every time i think of enduring another year at the so-called "saltmine", my soul nearly crumbles in despair. It isnt that i hate WInnisquam, i actually enjoy it a lot. And it certainly isnt the people there, because i love the majority of my teachers and fellow classmates. It is simply the fact that i have been here forever, and i don't want to continue being here forever. I believe that i have the worst possible case of Cabin Fever in history.

Part of me wants to simply get up and leave, then come back in a month or so when i have seen other places. However, i know that that is not a good plan at all, considering what the consequences would be, which could possibly include getting stuck in the hole for another year for missing final exams.

I hate this place, and i cant wait to show the world what im made of.

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